I now think of me as I am..
a maturing thought - yet realizing itself.
I have always seen myself as I envision -
a reality coming about in its own time.
Altering destiny in its wake, more than the story of me.
It’s beyond what we see; the story of a past yet to be.
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I remember, as a child, wanting the non-existant..
desiring toys uninvented, that were to become my tools.
Wanting to play with model airplanes, and the mind,
with flight simulators and grand opponents, strategizing.
I recall longing for that chess partner, no longer around.
And friends distant I wish I could chat with, and confound!
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And I look back and realize that my dreams are -
no longer dreams anymore. So many of them.
My dreams have the ability to alter reality, see?
So many toys I have today are the result of wishes.
So many joys of mine are outcomes of dreams -
and these dreams - children of desires screamed!
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I remember grieving over the Commodore 64.
And now what do I play with? Mac OS X galore!
Windows 3.1 showed possibility, but left me wanting more.
So I asked for it to change, and it became Vista via M.E!
I desired the means to share thoughts across time,
and now we have the web & blogging, beyond MIME.
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I remember missing my baby sister, beloved she.
And now I am blessed to be father to a her and a he!
So now that I know that my dreams create -
they create the future and the history of time..
Why don’t I employ them to Liberate -
our beautiful future, beyond the curtain blind?
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Help the new age that arrives, as yours and mine,
straight from Sublimity, through intention divine!
Which we are! You can see: it is so! Here are we.
And my desire -my burning need- I say is One.
I wish to attain that single most worthy of goals..
I seek to KNOW -to remain in union with- ALL *.*
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So that when I go, its not so much a departure..
as it is an arrival - to the place of my desires.
And what, do you ask, is the place of my desires?
It is the state of connectedness to the source of ALL *.*
And what do you think I mean by these elusive words?
I mean exactly what Rumi meant, when he spoke of being more.
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*.* = All-Wisdom, All-Grace, All-Knowing, All-Love!
